i've decided to give up every single entry that i've saved as draft. my mind is blowing up.

finally ran mass run and mr ben helped me. i cant stop because of all his pushing, literally. my muscles are aching right now and i couldnt get the 'i hate mass run' thought outta my head. how? i still got 3 more years to go. =/

sat with yixuan, jiajun and samuel in lessons. all crapping about the C looking at them. i dont know why but i just hate the handful bunch of bitches. i curse them well enough. i know.

got home damn early and slacked. all alone. bian kena scolding, friends hp not on, go interview... blah blah blah. all the reasons you can think of. i wanted a dinner with him. all thoughts gone for now.

im broke right now and i tried saving! why dont laugh okay, i know you are. i really did, but kinda failed. ate as usual, spend as usual and im left with probably nothing at the end of the day.

so... well maybe i'll continue the previous entries if im free and happy. im never since the starting of this year. gosh!

p.s. oh yeah, sorry for the lack of updates (:

;i am afraid